My first attempt at blogging.

Friends :)

I hope I am doing this Blog thing right, however I fear this will be my last one. I am certain somehow I will never figure out how to get back into my own profile to publish another post. In fact, I may be the only one who ever reads what I write.

I have tried to write bloggers before, but haven't been allowed access to respond because I am not a blogger. I have been in non blogger exile long enough. It took me all day to decide to sign up and two more hours to choose a blogspot name, "Just the four or five of us".

I am always encouraged and challanged by what I read, I hope that I can be that for someone else as well. Please pray for me when you read my blog and know that I do the same when I read yours. Please feel free to leave biblical insight, but if you do, don't forget a verse.

I have had a really terrible last few weeks consumed with feelings of discouragment, darkness, sorrow, disappointment, lonliness, frustration, irritation, helplessness, you name it. I have found myself in tears at least once a day for the last few weeks.

I need prayer right now for strength and I don't know what else. A